Today was a bad day. But at 3:25 am for the first time today a rush of happiness just overcame me. Right now nothing else in the world matters except the future and how much better it will be for me. I have raised the standards for myself and others. I feel I am strong enough to conquer anything and everything. 

Also, thank you Lisa Ludtke, Meggan Tigges, and Ian Rada. For you know what.

I feel sorry for all the little girls that cant see how pathetic you are just fall at your feet with your pathetic internet one-liners and reused quotes of admiration. They do not know you how I do. I am happy to say that after 3 years, I will never see your face again. That is all.

Love, Melissa.

Where is the meaning in my life?